Time. Sucks.

So does unemployment btw. Now that I have all this unemployment time on my hands, I have been able to update and well... ALMOST FINISH this website I started yonkers ago. Not that I should complain? I should use this free time up wisely. Don't think this is a form of procastination!! I know I am terrible for "Procrastination" buuut- I have done all I can to find work. I think I have applied to some many jobs over the past month. A good dozen I reckon. None have gotten back to me, well sorta, except Maccas. Yeah that's right I applied to work at Maccas... That's how desperate I am to work. I need money. There are bloody bills to pay and Luke (my partner) can't afford to earn enough for the both of us on his apprenticeship wages. I really hate unemployment. It drains any power I had left as an individual. I can't fill up my own car with petrol, I can't say "no" to doing the dishes, I can't make any excuses up for anything. Not that I use work for an excuse for everything... Just most things.