During the storm. Need to find clarity.
I haven't really been able to get back into blogging. Figures right? Once I stop there is like this huge gap between the next time I do. It's stupid. But anyway, I'm blogging today. Mainly cause everything sucks. I'm like on this whirlwind path of uncertainty and disappointment.
This move has been erratic. I thought I would have everything sorted out by now but it seems like no one is willing to give me a chance? The obstacles are getting stupider and stupider. Maybe Luke was right? Am I wasting my time?
I have purpose. I have a home to live in. I have a car.
I need money. I need a stable part/full time job. I need to study within the areas I have wanted to get into since high school. I need to start getting healthy again. I need creative outlets. I need love and encouragement. I need to see Luke every second weekend because a month apart is too much for me.
Is this asking for too much? (*sigh*)
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